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2021年6月29日星期二

身在家中

「要是家一直完好無缺,安於其中的人並不會感到它的存在,穩定就是失去存在重量的意思。只有,當家出現缺口,人們才會感到恍如蝸牛的殼突然碎裂的痛苦。」

《半蝕》

The man with two faces

twitch: to undergo a brief spasmodic muscular contraction

quiver: to shake or move with a slight trembling motion

treble: a high-pitched or shrill voice, tone, or sound

stuttering: a disorder of vocal communication marked by involuntary disruption or blocking of speech (as by abnormal repetition, prolongation, or stoppage of vocal sounds)

curse: a prayer or invocation for harm or injury to come upon one

nosy: of prying or inquisitive disposition or quality

inquisitive: inclined to ask questions

scurry: to move in or as if in a brisk pace

brisk: quick

tap: to strike lightly especially with a slight sound

blurt: to utter abruptly and impulsively —usually used with out

idly: without much thought, effort or attention

loathe: to dislike greatly and often with disgust or intolerance

flit: to pass quickly or abruptly from one place or condition to another

displease: to incur the disapproval or dislike of especially by annoying

wink: to shut one eye briefly as a signal or in teasing

petrified: overwhelmingly fearful

overwhelming: DJ[ˋəuvəˋhwelmiŋ]

stumble: to walk unsteadily or clumsily

hiss: to make a sharp sibilant sound

vain: having no real value

sear: to burn, scorch, mark, or injure with or as if with sudden application of intense heat

hunch: to thrust or bend (someone or something) over into a humped or crooked position

howl: to emit a loud sustained doleful sound characteristic of members of the dog family

agony: intense pain of mind or body

bewildered: deeply or utterly confused or perplexed

perplexed: filled with uncertainty

screech: to utter a high shrill piercing cry: make an outcry usually in terror or pain

instinct: behavior that is mediated by reactions below the conscious level

wrench: to move with a violent twist

glint: to give off reflection in brilliant flashes

sweetshop: a candy store

dungeon: a dark usually underground prison or vault

alas: used to express unhappiness, pity, or concern

sneak: to go stealthily or furtively

detest: loathe

matron: the chief officer in a women's organization

plead: to argue a case or cause in a court of law

off one's rocker: in a state marked by extreme confusion or mental unsoundness

feast: an elaborate and usually abundant meal often accompanied by a ceremony or entertainment

steamroller: to overwhelm usually by greatly superior force

bustle: to move briskly and often ostentatiously

ostentatious: attracting or seeking to attract attention, admiration, or envy often by gaudiness or obviousness: overly elaborate or conspicuous: characterized by, fond of, or evincing ostentation

sniffy: having or expressing a haughty attitude

haughty: blatantly and disdainfully proud: having or showing an attitude of superiority and contempt for people or things perceived to be inferior

sidle: to go or move with one side foremost especially in a furtive advance

furtive: done in a quiet and secretive way to avoid being noticed

ruddy: used as an intensive

chuck out: to force (someone) to leave

remorse: a gnawing distress arising from a sense of guilt for past wrongs

bellow: to shout in a deep voice

chuckle: to laugh inwardly or quietly

inwardly: beneath the surface

fuss: to pay close or undue attention to small details

deck: to clothe in a striking or elegant manner

hush: a silence or calm especially following noise

babble: to talk enthusiastically or excessively

waffle: empty or pretentious words

stamp: to strike or beat forcibly with the bottom of the foot

sicken: to cause revulsion in

revulsion: a sense of utter distaste or repugnance

repugnance: strong dislike, distaste, or antagonism

dish out: to give or dispense freely

dispense: to divide and share out according to a plan: to deal out in portions

hoarse: rough or harsh in sound

nudge: to touch or push gently

applause: marked commendation

commendation: an expression of esteem, respect, affection, or admiration

jot: the least bit

scrape through: to succeed at doing something but just barely

abysmal: immeasurably low or wretched: extremely poor or bad

wizen: to become dry, shrunken, and wrinkled often as a result of aging or of failing vitality

jostle: to exist in close proximity

squeal: to make a shrill cry or noise

fudge: a soft creamy candy made typically of sugar, milk, butter, and flavoring

furious: exhibiting or goaded by anger

hang back: to be reluctant


Online dictionary used: https://www.merriam-webster.com

2021年6月28日星期一

Through the Trapdoor

burst: to break open, apart, or into pieces usually from impact or from pressure from within

sweltering: oppressively hot

oppressive: unreasonably burdensome or severe

quill: DJ[kwil]

tap dance: a step dance tapped out audibly by means of shoes with hard soles or soles and heels to which taps have been added

snuff: a preparation of pulverized tobacco to be inhaled through the nostrils, chewed, or placed against the gums

whisker: a hair of the beard

fret: to cause to suffer emotional strain

batty: crazy

cauldron: a large kettle or boiler

parchment: the skin of a sheep or goat prepared for writing on

flock: to gather or move in a flock

flop: to throw or move oneself in a heavy, clumsy, or relaxed manner

tickle: to touch (a body part, a person, etc.) lightly so as to excite the surface nerves and cause uneasiness, laughter, or spasmodic movements

tentacle: any of various elongate flexible usually tactile or prehensile processes borne by invertebrate animals chiefly on the head or about the mouth

bask: to lie or relax in a pleasant warmth or atmosphere

shallows: a shallow place in a body of water —usually used in pl.

lurk: to lie in wait in a place of concealment especially for an evil purpose

flutter: to flap the wings rapidly

clamp: to fasten with or as if with a clamp

betray: to deliver to an enemy by treachery

treachery: violation of allegiance or of faith and confidence

scramble: to move with urgency or panic

sprint: DJ[sprint]

cloak: DJ[kləuk]

blurt: to utter abruptly and impulsively —usually used with out

fishy: creating doubt or suspicion

frantic: emotionally out of control

tumble: to fall suddenly and helplessly

splutter: to utter hastily or confusedly

utter: DJ[ˋʌtə]

earshot: the range within which one may hear a person's unaided voice

enchantment: a magic spell

wail: to express sorrow audibly

glitter: to shine with strong emotion

flatten: to knock down

brisk: sharp in tone or manner

drift off: to fall asleep

clutch: to grasp or hold with or as if with the hand or claws usually strongly, tightly, or suddenly

steel: to fill with resolution or determination

desperate: having lost hope

idiot: a foolish or stupid person

exasperated: having or showing strong feelings of irritation or annoyance

leap: to spring free from or as if from the ground

miserable: being in a pitiable state of distress or unhappiness

omen: an occurrence or phenomenon believed to portend a future event

skulk: to move in a stealthy or furtive manner

stealthy: slow, deliberate, and secret in action or character

furtive: done in a quiet and secretive way to avoid being noticed

trip: to catch the foot against something so as to stumble

wicked: disgustingly unpleasant

squint: to look or peer with eyes partly closed

hover: to remain suspended over a place or object

croak: to make a deep harsh sound

scoot: to move swiftly

creak: to make a prolonged grating or squeaking sound often as a result of being worn-out

rumble: to make a low heavy rolling sound

growl: rumble

harp: a plucked stringed instrument consisting of a resonator, an arched or angled neck that may be supported by a post, and strings of graded length that are perpendicular to the soundboard

droop: to sink gradually

totter: to move unsteadily

slump: to fall or sink suddenly

grit: to cause (one's teeth) to grind or grate

twitch: to move jerkily

owlery: an abode or a haunt of owls

flump: a dull heavy sound (as of a fall)

muffle: to wrap or pad with something to dull the sound

thump: to strike or beat with or as if with something thick or heavy so as to cause a dull sound

sprawl: to lie or sit with arms and legs spread out

shriek: to utter a sharp shrill sound

snarl: to cause to become knotted and intertwined

wrestle: to combat an opposing tendency or force

whip: to take, pull, snatch, jerk, or otherwise move very quickly and forcefully

cringe: to shrink in fear or servility

wriggle: to move the body or a bodily part to and fro with short writhing motions like a worm

flail: beat

unravel: to disengage or separate the threads of

trickle: to flow in a thin gentle stream

jolt: an abrupt, sharp, jerky blow or movement

vault: an arched structure of masonry usually forming a ceiling or roof

rustle: a quick succession or confusion of small sounds

clink: to give out a slight sharp short metallic sound

vicious: dangerously aggressive

beak: the bill of a bird

bill: the jaws of a bird together with their horny covering

tug: to pull hard

heave: lift, raise

budge: move, shift

soar: to fly aloft or about

aloft: at or to a great height

glitter: to shine by reflection with many small flashes of brilliant light

squint: looking or tending to look obliquely or askance

flock: a group of animals (such as birds or sheep) assembled or herded together

snatch: to attempt to seize something suddenly

knack: a special ready capacity that is hard to analyze or teach

crumple: wrinkle

dodge: to move to and fro or from place to place usually in an irregular course

streak: rush

pin: to hold fast or immobile

ram: to move with extreme rapidity

battered: damaged or worn down by hard use

offend: to cause difficulty, discomfort, or injury

bishop: either of two pieces of each color in a set of chessmen having the power to move diagonally across any number of adjoining unoccupied squares

pawn: one of the chessmen of least value having the power to move only forward ordinarily one square at a time, to capture only diagonally forward, and to be promoted to any piece except a king upon reaching the eighth rank

smash: to break or crush by violence

mercy: a blessing that is an act of divine favor or compassion

huddle: to crowd together

limp: to walk lamely

slump: to fall or sink suddenly

checkmate: to check (a chess opponent's king) so that escape is impossible

pounce: to make a sudden assault or approach

reckon: estimate

transfigure: to give a new and typically exalted or spiritual appearance to

troll: a dwarf or giant in Scandinavian folklore inhabiting caves or hills

lump: a piece or mass of indefinite size and shape

nettle: any of a genus (Urtica of the family Urticaceae, the nettle family) of chiefly coarse herbs armed with stinging hairs

sly: clever in concealing one's aims or ends

dash: to move with sudden speed

shuddered: to tremble convulsively

gulp: to swallow hurriedly or greedily or in one swallow


Online dictionary used: https://www.merriam-webster.com

2021年6月23日星期三

書店日常

在商場一樓書展購物,消費沒有泊車優惠。

顧客F對我說︰「我可否帶貨品,上五樓舖頭付款。」

我道︰「當然不行。」

他道︰「你帶我上去行不行?」

我說︰「我要當值,行不開。」

他道︰「那麼你叫舖頭的人帶我上去。」

我說︰「應該不行,我盡管打電話上去問主管。」

我婉拒後,他怒道︰「你們怎樣做生意?那麼上面有沒有這三件貨品。」

我將貨品條碼告訴給五樓同事,同事說找到再聯絡我。

還未收到同事的回覆,客人說直接上去,又問我主管姓什麼。

當天是父親節,身為父親的這位「水七木」頭,連基本禮貌也沒有,怎樣身教?


昨天一位操普通話我中年女人打算買信封。

她手上拿著信封問我︰「這是什麼?」

我道︰「Envelope,信封。」

我心想︰「包裝只有英文,難怪……」

她好像不太確定這是否信封,自行打開包裝。

我大聲說︰「不可以打開。」

然後,她走向顧客服務處,即是我站著的位置打算付款。

我指向收銀處,對她說︰「在那邊付款。」

我心想︰「收鋃處標示只有英文 —— Cashier,難怪……」

臺灣節目

記得模擬廣播時代

開電視機可以觀看台灣節目

俱往矣

勿摸活家禽

我承認

我係歧視妓女

2021年6月18日星期五

A0

「世上從來沒有新鮮的愛情故事,千年萬代,重現又重現,叫人傷心,你要記的只是許多不同的名字。」

日記體

「或許,寫下來其實只是為了讓自己記得。」

2021年6月13日星期日

啟蒙

小五、六時有一個學能測驗。小時候,我的數學成績不錯。但是,做卷慢是我的慣常毛病。考數學科學能測驗當天,卷未能完成,便 Time's up. 考試後,我哭起來。教我數學的陳副校長安慰我,道︰「不用擔心,學能測驗不是計個人成績,而是全校評估。」
畢業多年回校的次數屈指可數,後來因工作束縛難返校與老師、同學相聚。近月,收到陳副校長離世的噩耗,時間不等人。

牛奶與牙齒

掉牙含嘴裡半小時內還能植回

泡(冷)牛奶保存效果最好

health.udn.com

《1984》書中書

《寡頭集體領導的理論與實踐》

The Theory and Practice of Oligarchical Collectivism

恐怖的真人真事

話說聽過一宗家居意外,已經不記得細節。有個兒童灼傷或燙傷,傷及真皮。家長以乾毛巾包裹。到了急症室,醫護要將毛巾和皮膚分開,諗下都覺得痛。

2021年6月8日星期二

砌生豬肉

尖沙咀商務搬遷,該店圖書主管在空檔期受高層指示,到荃灣商務整頓中文部。她建議將中港臺文學擴充,減少輕小說位置。起初,店長不情願,得到區長同意後才完成擴充。我將文學書依地區劃分,店長跟圖書主管說我不聽從他的吩咐,要求圖書主管按書籍深淺程度排序。店長根本沒有和我有任何溝通,只是在我背後砌生豬肉。店長和副店長是中華出身,他跟圖書主管說我們三個商務出身的同事看不起他們,又說我們對副店長很差。圖書主管覺得奇怪,問我的同事是怎樣一回事,我才經從同事的口中得知事件。我和圖書主管說起此事,好在她信我們,多過那位所謂店長。她跟我說,同事見面時間分分鐘多過家人,要磨合。然而,大家價值觀相差太遠,我只能選擇戴著面具上班。另外,管理層將有人事變動,本店店長權力受到威脅,他選擇棄車保帥,想將每天只是扮工、被他特地縱容的副店長轉到另一間店,結果如何,拭目以待。

SLE

昨天,有客人問店長有沒有關於紅斑狼瘡的書籍。店長知道有一本舊書叫《與狼共舞》,但現已缺貨。店長跟客人說這是十多年前的疾病,現在不會有。客人仍在店時,我沒有說什麼。客人離開後,我跟店長說︰「紅斑狼瘡是自我免疫系統疾病,不會因為時間關係,讓患者數目有下降趨勢。現在治療方式有否大進展我不知道,只是談論已經不像從前熱烈。」聽完我的解釋後,店長仍然覺得自己沒有錯,又說現在很少人會有此病,我亦不再對牛彈琴。

不聽天

「失去是一扇關上了的門,但,一個人有沒有能力容許另一扇門朝自己打開,取決於那個人有沒有足夠的善待自己的能力……那些沒有打開的門,原來一直被我無意地拒絕。」

《半蝕》

2021年6月7日星期一

Inner world

Utada Hikaru 《Beautiful World》

John F. Nash Jr. 《A Beautiful Mind》

2021年6月3日星期四

治療

聆聽柔和悅耳的音樂,

是否等於進行 vocal psychotherapy?

一道「殤」痕

一九八九年六月四日,筆者只是一個懵懂的三歲小孩。沒有鑽研歷史的我不應該評論太多,但有人說以達姆彈與坦克來平亂是維持平穩的必要手段。愚以為這種人不是失去童心,而是泯滅良心。

攝於二零一零年十月

上面刻著 GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH


攝於二零一零年六月

矗立在香港大學的國殤之柱

艱辛的上坡路

「……忠誠的會遇上背叛的考驗,寡欲的會遇上財色的試煉,勇敢的會遭遇怯懦的挫折……」

《半蝕》

幸福

「……不去強求自己所沒有的,珍惜自己所擁有的,就是屬於自己的幸福。」

《半蝕》